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07 July 2011 @ 07:58 pm
Which is your favorite classic Beatles’ song, and why?

I don't have one because I'm not a fan of the Beatles. 

30 April 2010 @ 09:02 pm
What is the legal drinking age where you live? Do you think it should be higher, lower, or remain the same, and why?

I honestly have mixed feelings about it. Even though personally I don't drink, I know kids who do, and they're no older then 18. The legal age is 21 in my state, but I learned that over in European countries (i.e. Italy) we'd be legal to drink.

I think the problem is that it's seen as a forbidden fruit, so instantly, everyone wants it. But if it were part of the norm, then it wouldn't be such a big deal. But there's the chance that it just makes more younger people susceptible to alcoholism.

So...to be safe? Leave it be. There's really no completely right or wrong choice, but I'd pick the lesser of the three evils.
23 December 2009 @ 04:52 pm
is it  a problem to have a crush on a friend?
even if you don't know them that well?

or better yet...you know them to be a complete duche when it comes to girls/girlfriends
do you still take that chance?

see, me and this guy have a common love for music.
to me? that's AMAZING. it's really hard to find someone who appreciates the music I listen to.

but the thing is, I don't consider myself someone he'd be remotely interested in, y'know?
besides, he was a jerk to a friend of mine, but he's cool&sweet with me.

is that a bad thing?
I REAAAAALY feel like I'm betraying my friend, even though there's nothing going on between us.

just need some help figuring this out.
i'd appreciate the help ♥
Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: 13STAIRS [-]1 --> the GazettE
21 December 2009 @ 08:28 pm
i have just created a new community it's called: J-Music Cover Art :) it's for all of us out there who want the cover art to the albums/singles in their J-Music library without the hassle of searching. well, I have to search for it, but all are welcome to join, so help spread the word. thanks ♥
21 December 2009 @ 12:42 pm
stuck babysitting... oh well. i'm out for school for two weeks on break. :) and i got to see a good friend of mine who left for the military last month. life is good. oh, and i made it through my holocaust studies class :) and i made a good friend in my teacher. he was totally understanding and cool. i wish more teachers were like him. gosh... it feels so amazing to have good news to share :) gotta come back on here more often. lol see you laters. ♥
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Silversun Pickups - Panic Switch
06 November 2009 @ 06:50 pm
haven't been on here in a while. :)
how are you all? 

life for me could be a little less stressful, but you know, i'm better than i have been.
i just got over being sick this past week. >:(
but i'm better now! lol

so my parents just bought a wii fit plus...and it's so much fun.
i know it's just exercising and stuff, but it's in it's own way kinda cute,
and you forget that you're really exercising at all anyway.


life is so much harder when you're older.
i never thought that i would want to give up and cry so much in my life.
i get attacked from all angles; my friends, random people, my own family.

but i'ma be okay.
because getting through is what i do best.

just spilling what's on my mind.
i'll update again randomly.
maybe then i'll have some REALLY good news!
teehee C:
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: Nephilim - abingdon boys school
08 October 2009 @ 05:25 pm
I just want to give thanks to star_jrock from jrockxstar for making this beautiful layout.
you are an angel.
thank you. ♥
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
08 October 2009 @ 04:36 pm

I'm in Holocaust Studies in my school.
And of course I have to watch videos and documentaries concerning the Third Reich among other things.

Well, today in the movie Irena Sendler (can't remember the full title) they marched the Jewish children out of the orphanages into trucks.
Wanna know where those trucks were headed to?
Death camps.

They killed children.
They fucking killed little babies.
How did they live with themselves?
How could someone order this upon people who were different than he was?

I tried to be strong, but I cried.
Right in the middle of my class.
Though I've learned to cry silently, so no one noticed.

But I don't think that I can handle this.
And the worse part is...
the movie isn't over.

And there's Schindler's List.
Gotta watch that one too.
And I bet I'll be bawling.

See, I have a fear of death.
Not like...a fear of the unknown...
but ever since my mom died when I was five
I've been afraid to sleep.

Randomly, I'll have mini panic attacks because I try to envision myself gone.
I wonder constantly about my life ceasing, and I nearly break down every time.

So to watch a group of people bully another just because of religious or ethnic differences...
that really pisses me off.
And makes me scared.

I'm African-American and Cherokee.
I'm a Christian, though I'm no where near "Christ-like".

There are people out there who hate me for who I am, and they don't even know me.
There were people out in Europe who hated the Jewish community just because they were different.
(your opinions on the matter are your own, but what I surmise it to be is irreconcilable differences)

There are people out there who hate anyone not like them...and that's just wrong.

So...I don't know. Why can't people just love each other?
Why does bloodshed and death have to be the solution?
Death solves nothing--it only brings more pain.


I guess... I'll never know.

Current Mood: moodymoody
Current Music: Spring Nicht - Tokio Hotel
20 August 2009 @ 10:19 pm
I had an okay day.
nothing out of the ordinary, though it was nice.

today was the day taht we got our class schedules for school.
and this year i'm a senior.

ughh...i really don't want to graduate yet.
but then when i sit and think, it'd be best that i did.

it'll be hard as hell being on my own, especially in another city and only being 17
but i'ma make it work. :)

and hopefully, i'll be able to go to all the concerts and conventions that i want to go to.
that'd be amazing.

no more missing concerts because my mom doesn't want me that far away.
no more missing conventions because i dont' have a ride.
hehe, life might just be okay.

but i'm speaking really far into the future.
and as of right now...i'm sleeppy as a mofo...
so i'ma sign off soon.

that is after i have my fix of the gazette for the night. :)
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: the gazette - in the middle of chaos
07 August 2009 @ 03:11 pm
i don't know. i just feel like i should randomly post something on here because it's how i am. c:

so i've currently been reading the book series "The Black Dagger Brotherhood"...and i have to say...

(any twilight fans...please don't talk to me about that book, i'm over it)

it's the only book i've read this entire year that's kept me up until like...5 o'clock in the morning reading...
realizing that in four hours i'd have to back up again...and forcing myself to debate for a good ten minutes whether or not
i should just keep reading or get what little sleep i can.

this past week has been torture

but all is well. other than my dad being sick.
he caught some type of virus...and it didn't help that he went working in the heat at like...100-something degrees.

darn Florida summers.

and then school is starting in like...two weeks.
i know i should be happy that i'm gonna be a senior and all.
but geez.
i really just want to have a longer summer.

oh well.

huh, i just realized that this is the longest post i've put on here. sweet. :D

hope i get to talk some more laters.

for all those who read this, have a great day. ♥
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Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Tiziano Ferro - Per un pò sparirò